Have you ever thought you saw a recently deceased friend or relative walking down the street ? I have . Actually my friend is still alive, but very ill. No matter , I think I am seeing her walk down the street constantly , until I realize it can't be her. The thing is that I hadn't seen her for about six months before she was hospitalized for a serious illness. Its so hard to process, instead I think that I think I see her everywhere she used to be .