Sunday, June 22, 2008

what if...

often people like to wonder what would have happened had one made different choices. like lets say if i had chosen to marry one of my past boyfriends instead of having remained single.
well.... in the case of... let call him felix... its just as well i didnt choose to marry him. if i would have married felix, i would now be a widow. i found out a few years ago that felix died. and yes.. i do have to say im glad i didnt decide to marry felix. its funny , because for several years after we broke up i wondered whether i we had made the right decision to call it quits. well.... now i know i did make the right decision.
i wouldnt say that i would never want to try again with any ex , its just that sometimes the past is best remaining just that. and though one doesnt know at the time why one might have come to a certain conclusion, sometimes one finds out later down the road that the decision was more correct than one had ever imagined.

2 comments:

Mikeinmidwood said...

How do you know its a good thing that you didnt marry felix. Maybe you would like being married to him and it would be great to be with him until he died.

frum single female said...

true, i dont know what what might have been . and i cant change my mind because felix is not alive anymore. i have made peace with what is.